keep it real.. real real.

like the man with the pipe in the corner of the page

he knows what's goin on

I really gettin tired of being told what "the right way" is.
                              YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE,
                                         AND I'LL LIVE MINE.
    I'm really screwed.
the one thing I wanted to do is get out of this place.

and now i'm stuck.      

stuck with some people who'll never understand..
                                 cuz they're to busy living "the right way"
   I really just hate everything. really.

i feel like an ant in an antfarm. no way to get out. no where to go.

nothing but the same thing everyday. I'm just waiting on something

else to happen.. i mean seriously.. what other horrible traumatic

experiences does this god have for me? I'm sure he'll come up with

something.. I mean after everytime something happens someones gotta

tell me how it's my salvation that i've just destroyed. OR it's all about

the mistakes that i've made, and never the good decisions.

someone lock me up.  please. and just forget about me. cuz i have.

no longer will I write a post when I have nothing to say.

I got in an accident yesterday and it was my fault.

I'm stupid.

and that's just great.

i now have something to write about in my post.